Sad

I loved you. You hurt me.
Your golden core sealed in a leaden shell.
Stung. Bitter sweet.
Depleted and drained.
Empty and lost.
My me hiding,
wounded.
My love wrenched from me,
cast away, discarded.
Memories made, to be cherished,
slithers of bright in the dark.
Memories to be lost,
clawing of the dark released.
Memories never to be,
grieved.
Sadness wells up,
I sag,
I gently weep,
unexpected,
unprompted.
My brokenness,
lays smashed, scattered.
The gentle fingers of love,
others offer to help,
bringing the pieces slowly together.
Tears cleanse and irrigate.
I'm just so sad.